I am not Calm Enough

I am not Calm Enough I am not calm enough…although I look calm and people always commented that it is one of my strengths, at heart I know I am too nervous at times, spend too much time on every details and refuse to let go. I am too result-orientated, without realizing enough that no matter how hard I try there will definitely be occasions in life that are out of my control and failure is inevitable… -E-course Alum